As I've mentioned in previous posts, I feel lighter each day after coming back from a short Philippine visit a few weeks ago. Honestly, I am just taking it one day at a time to adjust to being on my own again and getting used to that thought that I won't be near my family for a while again. Honestly, I am not 100 percent up to doing everything that I intended to do here. However, in time , I know I'll be able to focus again. In time...Anyway, I have currently re-energized myself to do more reasonable traveling in nearby States and explore new places and its history. I have made plans with my friends for the next few months to do just that. Sure it will cost me but as my dad and my friend said "the money will come". And with that they don't mean money will come in the form of rain, maybe just a drizzle somehow :) . Of course, I have to work for it too.
My only point here is, there is a much bigger world other than mine, some worse or better. I shall take the opportunity to explore it while I am able. You should too.