Honestly, I haven't been back to doing all my hobbies and other activities here wholeheartedly. In short, I am still dragging myself to get into them again sometimes in order to forget the feelings about the family's absence. However, I don't want my hobbies to only be a cover up of the latter. I got into these activities because I really wanted to do them and learn, it was never intended as a cover up.
I apologize but right now I still am in the process of evaluating myself and purpose here again. In my previous post, I still am not sure now if staying here longer as planned will all be worth it-missing family events and making memories with my imperfect family.Even if I started with a vision and a plan before I came here, I never expected this feeling which may somehow affect my original plans...
I am constantly evaluating...
I apologize but right now I still am in the process of evaluating myself and purpose here again. In my previous post, I still am not sure now if staying here longer as planned will all be worth it-missing family events and making memories with my imperfect family.Even if I started with a vision and a plan before I came here, I never expected this feeling which may somehow affect my original plans...
I am constantly evaluating...